He has been here before

This is not new to God...and He is still faithful!

Trust Him today and repent anyway~

My desire is really to follow God. But there are some unwanted desires coming forth. How can I worship you if I am so contaminated? Only you can clean me up and make me whole. Why does sin always seem to be present? Do I welcome it? Or is it already present? God, I must admit that unless you remove these issues they will not go away. I know I want my spirit to grow and produce all that you so desire of me.

My heart seeks high

My aim's sometimes low

Why does it sometimes show?

If it was up to me, all would always be right

For your word to be true sine and you cannot reside.

Go left, go right, sin and fear will submit and your spirit will dominate. Is there a quick fix to my situation? Or will I suffer until my flesh throws in the towel? I must endure, so you will be made perfect in my life.

Romans 7:19-25 (KJV)

19 For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do.

20 Now if I do that I would not, it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me.

21 I find then a law, that, when I would do good, evil is present with me.

22 For I delight in the law of God after the inward man:

23 But I see another law in my members, warring against the law of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my members.

24 O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death?

25 I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. So then with the mind I myself serve the law of God; but with the flesh the law of sin.